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Ekk..Pageant meet Stress, Tiffany have you met stress?!

Wow this pageant is coming so close and stress is building!! I am so excited but I have shed my tears!

When we are just learning the pageant opening number...THIS PAST WEEK! ugh and I am so confused on what I do and how the footwork works. my my! All I can say is May God help us all! Seriously.

Now for the stress area of this pageant...I have tried to stay composed but I have broken down. Once when I was practicing my talent that was fine. But then the comments from the director brought me down. We had no microphone at the time and so possibly I wasn't as clear and loud as I could be if I had one but she told me that I needed to speak more clearly and louder. Since I had speech therapy when I was younger, I took it to heart and it hurt majorly.

I spoke to Lori about it and now it's all good. I was just hurt horribly and I felt it was unneeded for her to say infront of everyone to say how I needed to improve and tell the rest how great they were. Yes they did do amazing but please tell me in private how I could improve. But it was mainly stress that caused my crying and such when I was leaving.

Now the pageant is 6 days away and it is crazy how close it is and how I could become official royalty or I could just still be considered a contestant in this pageant that ran twice and didn't receive a title. We will see how it goes in a few days.

Will this stress be worth it or just be something I should have avoided? It is all in God's hands and I just have to follow His path and nothing else. :)

-Tiffany
A Pageant Girl who is really getting stressed BUT making friends in the process is well worth it all!

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