Wow this pageant is coming so close and stress is building!! I am so excited but I have shed my tears!
When we are just learning the pageant opening number...THIS PAST WEEK! ugh and I am so confused on what I do and how the footwork works. my my! All I can say is May God help us all! Seriously.
Now for the stress area of this pageant...I have tried to stay composed but I have broken down. Once when I was practicing my talent that was fine. But then the comments from the director brought me down. We had no microphone at the time and so possibly I wasn't as clear and loud as I could be if I had one but she told me that I needed to speak more clearly and louder. Since I had speech therapy when I was younger, I took it to heart and it hurt majorly.
I spoke to Lori about it and now it's all good. I was just hurt horribly and I felt it was unneeded for her to say infront of everyone to say how I needed to improve and tell the rest how great they were. Yes they did do amazing but please tell me in private how I could improve. But it was mainly stress that caused my crying and such when I was leaving.
Now the pageant is 6 days away and it is crazy how close it is and how I could become official royalty or I could just still be considered a contestant in this pageant that ran twice and didn't receive a title. We will see how it goes in a few days.
Will this stress be worth it or just be something I should have avoided? It is all in God's hands and I just have to follow His path and nothing else. :)
-Tiffany
A Pageant Girl who is really getting stressed BUT making friends in the process is well worth it all!
When we are just learning the pageant opening number...THIS PAST WEEK! ugh and I am so confused on what I do and how the footwork works. my my! All I can say is May God help us all! Seriously.
Now for the stress area of this pageant...I have tried to stay composed but I have broken down. Once when I was practicing my talent that was fine. But then the comments from the director brought me down. We had no microphone at the time and so possibly I wasn't as clear and loud as I could be if I had one but she told me that I needed to speak more clearly and louder. Since I had speech therapy when I was younger, I took it to heart and it hurt majorly.
I spoke to Lori about it and now it's all good. I was just hurt horribly and I felt it was unneeded for her to say infront of everyone to say how I needed to improve and tell the rest how great they were. Yes they did do amazing but please tell me in private how I could improve. But it was mainly stress that caused my crying and such when I was leaving.
Now the pageant is 6 days away and it is crazy how close it is and how I could become official royalty or I could just still be considered a contestant in this pageant that ran twice and didn't receive a title. We will see how it goes in a few days.
Will this stress be worth it or just be something I should have avoided? It is all in God's hands and I just have to follow His path and nothing else. :)
-Tiffany
A Pageant Girl who is really getting stressed BUT making friends in the process is well worth it all!
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